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[19 Nov 2003|08:13pm] |
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hey everyone,
this is probably gonna be my last post in this journal.
but only cuz i got a new one. (thanks to toreeena.)
my new lj name is twominutetommy
if you want to still be my lj friend, just add my new name, and i'll add you back. if you don't i won't hate you. there's been a need for a friend list cleansing for a long time now.
my old lj friend list (just like my old social life) had so many people that i couldn't keep it up. a lot of those folks never read my lj, and i never read a lot of theirs.
so no hard feelings fer not adding me, folks.
oh! also. i just wanna say something else in this journal so that if some people don't add me they would have seen it here, cuz i feel like i need to communicate it.
don't say "look who finally left the house"
don't say "i haven't seen you in a while" to me
don't tell me "everyone misses you"
just stop being condecending.
because people that TRULY missed me, would never say that.
when i go out, and everyone i see says that, it doesn't make me have fun. i just feel guilty and unwanted and my first instinct is to leave and not come back.
guilt tripping is lame (x10) and it backfires, cuz then i feel uncomfortable and you'll for sure never see me.
okay? okay.
the end.
tommy
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| tommy_o_zombie? |
[15 Nov 2003|07:35pm] |
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hi.
i'm back from montreal. i had an amazing time, and things are a lot clearer for me now, just like i knew they would be. it was SO good to see brody, jd, elliot, devon, josh and tara michelle again. those kids are so awesome.
right after we got off the bus i went down to my work and quit my job. phew. i feel so...chainless..
not that i ever really use livejournal that much anymore, but does anyone have a CODE that i can have? because i want a new livejournal, and mostly a new livejournal NAME.
i'd probably use livejournal a lot more if my name on here wasn't LYNN_o_zombie.
more from unemployed me soon, i promise.
xo
tommy.
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| m to the ontreal |
[09 Nov 2003|03:24pm] |
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noelle and i are off to montreal tommorrow!!!
vacation, vacation, vacation!!!!
i'll see you montreal kids soon!
xoxo
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[26 Oct 2003|01:20am] |
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i just worked for 10 hours (unlcuding a 2 hour stretch of a line out the door re: the free midnight movies that was tonight)
then i went home, and the phone rang and i said "rainbow-"
oh my god. put a bullet in my head.
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| how many of you lazy butfaces need jobs? |
[19 Oct 2003|11:48pm] |
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hey fuckers!
my work, is HIRING.
please come work there with me. i am being KILLED with hours because of how short staffed we are. and the jobs the easiest ever in life. i swear. starts at $7 an hour. we are hiring for ushers, box people (like MEEEEE) and *shudder* consession.
rainbow cinemas market square
80 (90?) front street (between church and jarvis street. near king station)
apply. PLEASE. i want cooler people at my work.
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[15 Oct 2003|11:37pm] |
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death cab!!! |
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okay. so i'm still a LITTLE sick and sore throaty. but pretty much better.
SO! GUESS who came into my work yesterday!?! BUSY! BUSY FROM READY OR NOT! okay! and she WINKED AT ME when i sold her the ticket!!
noelle was visiting me at work the same day and we were planning to coerce her into a threeway, however, it was so busy that i couldnt try and get busy with busy.
we're going to attempt to stalk her from afar.
tommorrow: my day off, kill bill at my work, buy the pound shopping, and death cab for cutie! many awesome things!
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| crazy. crazy? CRAZY! |
[12 Oct 2003|12:05am] |
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i think i have cabin fever. but i'm too sick too leave. and i think my tonsils need to leave. just get right outta there.
oh my god. i'm going FUCKING crazy. i need to not be this sick. i need human contact. which i'll have soon. but for right now, i'm going INSANE!
and JESUS FUCK, i HATE orange juice.
so SO SICK of fucking orange juice.
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| no london thanksgiving for sick boys. |
[11 Oct 2003|09:08pm] |
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the fan, blowing the sick around. |
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make the:
fever
sore throat
and
lethargy
STOP!
i'm drinking orange juice and not getting out of bed. when will i heal? WHEN!?
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[06 Oct 2003|08:58pm] |
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oh my god.
i REALLY want to carve a pumpkin.
i hope our heat gets fixed soon.
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| welcome to my nightmare. |
[30 Sep 2003|03:59pm] |
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yesterday noelle and i were walking down bloor street around 1am after watching nightmare on elm street 3: dream warriors.
i said "don't you feel like freddy could just pop out at any minute?"
a dirty, angry, and crazy seeming man was walking towards us. i looked at him (just a glance, and not a mean one at all). he screamed "FUCK OFF!!!!!" really REALLY loud when he was about a foot away from us.
noelle screamed really loud.
then the man yelled "FUCKING PEICES OF GARBAGE!!" (really loud)
and then he SPIT ON US.
he SPIT - ON - US.
(SPIT!?!)
ugh! who does that??
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[24 Sep 2003|02:08am] |
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songs ohia. |
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did you ever think that maybe "i can't" was me politely saying "i don't want to"
and maybe you should not be such a whiny jerk and just be happy for me.
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[12 Sep 2003|02:51pm] |
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so. here are the shitty things that have happened in the past three days:
1. my uncle called me two days ago to tell me that my mom had another heart attack (she's had three now)
2. last night i came home and my cat was licking a wound of some sort. i looked a little closer and it was a HUGE (like actually MASSIVE) puss infected HOLE. there was stuff from it all over my bed..
star and noelle and i rushed him to the emergency vet clinic and it turns out that he probably got in a fight with a raccoon on our porch recently.. and just licked that one scratch until it turned into an infected absess that is about 4 inches deep. it would have cost $400 to totally fix it, and $200 to clean it and get him anti biotics and therefore KIND OF fix it. since i actually literally did not HAVE $400, he got the lesser treatment. now he has to wear a cone. it's messed up his depth perseption and he walks like a show horse (when he's not walking into things)
3. because of all that stuff i had to postpone my trip to montreal.. cuz i can't leave the homefront with a sickly cat..and a sickly mother... also i don't have ANY money for ANYTHING even though i already have my bus ticket.
4. today is the first day of my period/ the late great mr. cash./ today is the first day off i've had in 9 days, and it's going to be a total bummer cuz of all that stuff.
but.. at least the prom's tonight..and i'm gonna have the hottest date ever. look for our matching wristbands.
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[09 Sep 2003|01:03am] |
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i think back cracks are addictive. the more i get my back cracked, the more i NEED my back cracked.
goddamn it i need my back cracked.
i think i'm going to go to a cario-practor
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drive faster!
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| the occasional drunk post. |
[07 Sep 2003|03:18am] |
drunk:
jonny is the BEST!
i was so bummed out and negative-perspective-core-ed earlier today.. and he made me feel so much better.
the drifters are the best secret 50s gang ever!
..i mean..
*snap*
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[06 Sep 2003|02:58pm] |
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awww. crap.
tonight kind of sucked.
there were ups and downs.
but mostly tonight kind of sucked.
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[03 Sep 2003|02:14pm] |
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i love my alternative family!!!
i'm glad i called before coming over to the tuesday party at emmets house. because little did i know.. it wasnt tuesday party as usual.. it was the ALTERNATIVE FAMILY REUNION! how could i have forgot? i guess its sort of fitting for me, seeing as i'm JUNIOR.
oh my god. it was so much fun. and i met a bunch of family i didn't even know.
the downfall is i was so wasted i knocked over two drinks. (i got very excited when hil put on the smiths)
the high point is emmet gave me this awesome old-man hat that makes me look ska times a thousand.
we need another road trip AND soon!!
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| the family life. |
[01 Sep 2003|05:27pm] |
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my grandmother is 92. she just went into "a home" a week ago. she's completely incabable of taking care of herself, and she's bitter as hell. the recent loss of her independence has skyrocketed her malicious intent. she's shitting bricks which she is then hurling at my mother(who is INSANE, regardless)
my mother has developed an addiction to pain killers. she has a massive tylenol extra strength bottle that she's clutching at all times.
she also has taken to sleeping essentially ALL THE TIME.
today she accused me of "blaming her" for it raining outside.
no wonder i was a maniac when i lived at home.
at dinner my mother asked me if i wanted anything else to drink. i said "orange juice?" she said "sure!" and got up to get it, i said "i'll get it!" and she said "no, no, no, i'll get it" and then i felt very uneasy when i drank it.
it's sad when you have to worry that your mother is trying to drug you with juice.
but at least she has a nice house that she lives in alone, and a fancy grill for when people are pretending to be her friends, 500 channels that she doesn't watch, and a dog that she doesn't walk herself.
she says she loves her "american dream" life, but i think she would kill herself if she wasn't a christian.
she's downstairs, and she's wearing an APRON.
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next tragedy:
i think this morning may have been the last time i ever see jake. i was doing pretty well until the ACTUAL goodbye. he said he'd miss me as we were hugging and i started to cry.
i have had three people that stand out in my life as monumental "before this/after this" life changers. jake was one of them. he will always be that person to me. now he will be that person.. but in BC.
he gave me what could possibly be:
the last peircings
the last haircut
the last painting
last night.
(last)
thanks for everything, jake.
i'll miss you too.
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